wondering.

hello readers,

today is just like any other lifeless day ,

when i have to stay in my nest, home.

Had a very weird dream last night,

it wasn't a nightmare and it wasn't a sweet dream too.

what are dreams anyway?

are they thoughts or desires deep inside our hearts that we just couldn't see when we'r awake? or are they just moving pictures in our brain which are meaningless.

hmm, i don't know whether i should hope that, that dream will come true.

or i should just move along with it. i can somehow, almost feel every single touch, movement, wind breeze and even the heartbeat when i was dreaming, how bizzare.

it felt so real, i somehow wished that i didnt't wake up from it and wait anxiously for the next chapter of the dream to come right before my eyes.

oh well, i just don't know what to do on a day like this,

can't bare with this lifestyle anymore.

gotta do something.

signing out, Bri <3