For those who just aren't vigilant enough about your surroundings,
I was absent today in school.
Currently, I am feeling extremely sad and really mad at myself,
not to mention about the lethal self-disappointment.
Today I am supposed to be sitting for my Sejarah paper and Moral paper,
but I had stomach upset the previous night causing me to be physically nor mentally ready for the exam.
I know stomach upset is just a minor sickness,
but it's just enough to make me rushing for the toilet whole night and morning,throwing up and having countless of diarrhoea.
This morning, I was practically lying idle on my table, feeling the extreme pain coming from my stomach and my butt.
Trying to fork out the very last of my energy to stand up and to take my bath,
I could feel that my legs are shaking and it somehow seems to be me like it's energy-less, as if it can no longer carry my weight.
Instantly, I know I won't be able to go to school and sit for the exam in a condition like this,
I mean seriously~
I could barely even stand up, the basic thing every human in this world have to do everyday.
What's the point of going to school when I will be rushing to the toilet in every ten minutes during exam.
To fan the flames of the situation, I will be half dead on all time.
I mean seriously.....
I won't be scoring anything in this situation but an appaling results on both this paper and a broken heart due to me being delirious.
I felt a lot better during afternoon, I guess because whatever that is needed to be excreted out of my body had been vomited out or through all the diarrhoea
I received a message from Lu Huey around 2pm saying that she can't believe that I did not show up for the exam today.
After reading it, immediately, I am really really mad and disappointed at myself.
I am mad at myself because I had chose not to go to school. disappointed because all my hard work and sleepless night that I had spent on this term's exam.
If I am given a choice to go or not to school, I will not choose to not go to school.
I mean seriously, who would want to be absent during exam when you had been shedding countless sweat {I am not allow to on the air-conditioner after 11} and not to mention the result of such heavy eye bags due to all the midnight oil being burned.
Haiz~ You would not want to be ill during the exam, especially when it's going to end. You will regret, I mean seriously~
-Marilyn-
I was absent today in school.
Currently, I am feeling extremely sad and really mad at myself,
not to mention about the lethal self-disappointment.
Today I am supposed to be sitting for my Sejarah paper and Moral paper,
but I had stomach upset the previous night causing me to be physically nor mentally ready for the exam.
I know stomach upset is just a minor sickness,
but it's just enough to make me rushing for the toilet whole night and morning,throwing up and having countless of diarrhoea.
This morning, I was practically lying idle on my table, feeling the extreme pain coming from my stomach and my butt.
Trying to fork out the very last of my energy to stand up and to take my bath,
I could feel that my legs are shaking and it somehow seems to be me like it's energy-less, as if it can no longer carry my weight.
Instantly, I know I won't be able to go to school and sit for the exam in a condition like this,
I mean seriously~
I could barely even stand up, the basic thing every human in this world have to do everyday.
What's the point of going to school when I will be rushing to the toilet in every ten minutes during exam.
To fan the flames of the situation, I will be half dead on all time.
I mean seriously.....
I won't be scoring anything in this situation but an appaling results on both this paper and a broken heart due to me being delirious.
I felt a lot better during afternoon, I guess because whatever that is needed to be excreted out of my body had been vomited out or through all the diarrhoea
I received a message from Lu Huey around 2pm saying that she can't believe that I did not show up for the exam today.
After reading it, immediately, I am really really mad and disappointed at myself.
I am mad at myself because I had chose not to go to school. disappointed because all my hard work and sleepless night that I had spent on this term's exam.
If I am given a choice to go or not to school, I will not choose to not go to school.
I mean seriously, who would want to be absent during exam when you had been shedding countless sweat {I am not allow to on the air-conditioner after 11} and not to mention the result of such heavy eye bags due to all the midnight oil being burned.
Haiz~ You would not want to be ill during the exam, especially when it's going to end. You will regret, I mean seriously~
-Marilyn-
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